by Gatkowski » Fri Mar 21, 2008 5:45 pm
- Motto: "Victory needs no explanation, defeat allows none."
- Weapon: Nuclear Charged Fusion Cannon
Autobase Prime - Shooting Range
Beretta just couldn't hold her gun right. She couldn't fully adjust her own visual and zooming systems to the sighter of the pistol. The vectors displayed on the sceen of her visor just wouldn't find a direct line towards the target. Just a spread of possible hit trajectories, but none of them above 43% chance for a successful hit. It didn't really help that her entire arm was termbling. Or more like shaking. She was unable to force the myomer muscles under the plates, to function normally. Some neural stimuli were just running back and forth between her receptors and her cerebral unit, without her conscious supervision.
The femme was entirely disoriented and unfocused.
"Slaggit..." Beretta muttered, her voice tired, frustrated and dissapointed. She lowered the gun before her hand would begin to shake so much that she would drop it on the ground. Her fingers, that had held her gun firm and on target so many times, even when her whole frame was in motion or thrown off by high recoil, now seemed to fail her.
Still, Beretta knew better than to attribute her bodily misfunctions to some sort of physical insufficiency. Though it took a long time, the immense blast and burn wounds on her torso had healed, and she had been fully restored to operational capacity. At least, physically. But it seemed that her spark took far greater injuries.
Her best friend Remington torn apart, almost killed by an enormous Decepticon, in the battle of the Tagan Heights several cycles back. All because she had rushed into the vicious hailstorm without using her cranials, and her friend had come to save her from killing herself. Only to end up almost killed as well. As the moment flashed into her mind, pain accompanied it. Harsh, deep pain. Her alarm systems were all quiet, none of them flashed "DANGER" in different tones of red, there weren't any functionality percentages decreasing, but Beretta still felt the hurt. She felt it so much that she shuddered, as if someone thrusted ice cold steel-cybertonium alloy blades through her spinal column.
She shook her head to chase the haunting thoughts away. She couldn't make them disappear fully, but she at least wanted to try and focus on what she was going. After a long, tired sigh, Beretta slid her gun back into her waist holster. There was no point in forcing what she couldn't do right now.
A small bleep from her timer mechanism then reached her central processor, and she acknowledged that the cycle period the central CR computer estimated for Remington's repairs to be finished, was almost up. Another shudder ran across Beretta's spine.
Time to face the consequences of your own stupidity. The thought raced into her mind as the shudders suddenly made her feel cold. Beretta couldn't, not even by far, judge whether her friend would ever forgive her for what had happened. Or that if she could ever look her in the optics, face to face. But it had to be done. She had to at least tell Remington that she finally realized that she had been wrong all this time.
Too bad it took you that much. Beretta remarked to herself sarcastically.
Turning around and steeling her concentration, the femme made her way out of the training facilities and headed towards the medical bay.
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Autobase Prime - Medical Bay
The door to the medical facilities slid open with a silent hiss and allowed entry to the curved form of Beretta. As the doors slid back to a closed position behind her, Beretta was left surrounded by the silence and dim lights of the medbay. Besides the dull thuds of her steps, only some of the machinery made humming noises in the background, some display screens flickered with data on the patients under CR care, one or two drones hovered back and forth, adjusting equipment and monitoring progress of recovery.
The medbay was calm and motionless, with equal lighting in basically all of its segments. It was clean and tidy, the direct opposite of what Beretta had faced out in the field so many times, but failed to recognize until now. As she slowly walked past the CR chambers, she ran her glance across them. Some were empty, others hid faces behind the glass cover. Emotionless faces of shut down Transformers. Wounded healing up from their injuries. They weren't very large in numbers, but to Beretta, it seemed that there were a lot.
Is this what I've dismissed so far? That what I would do just for fun, is so much suffering for others? Beretta thought as she made a slight frown upon looking at wounded after wounded.
Then she was there. Inside one of the chambers, a so familiar face. Beretta could feel her central fuel pump raise pressure and pump faster as she stopped in front of the chamber and set her glance on the face of the female mechanoid behind the cover. Remy...
As she stood there, the recovery process was about to end. The internal pumps were already draining the nano-liquid that helped to maintain the patient's minimal life functions with minimal energy usage, to allow all possible energy resources to be used for the healing procedure itself. In a matter of a split breem, the chamber was perfectly dry and emptied of all the liquid.
The status light on the side of the chamber turned from red to green and the cover panel hissed up longly, releasing pressure, then opened up. After that, just silence. Beretta, after standing there for a few long microseconds, made an uncertain step forward.
Only to shake up and almost jump back as Remington sit up from the chamber.
She seemed to be alright, the immense cracks and burnt scars from her torso had dissapeared, her dismantled limbs also replaced and readjusted. She looked like as if nothing had happened. Beretta stood in awe, with her mouth structure open wide. The image of her friend tortured and beaten up was burnt so deeply into her mind that she was struck motionless, seeing her in a rebuilt condition.
But as she came back to her senses, Beretta realized that Remington's spark probably had suffered a far greater shock than herself.
"Remy..." She said to her friend, but her voice was weak and rusted.
Remington's optics flared up as she stepped out of the CR chamber and stood fully up. It took a short while for all her systems to relaunch. She looked around confused, and only noticed Beretta after she had spoken her name.
"Oh, Retta... where are we...?" She asked with a slight smile. It was clear that she had not yet fully reconstructed what had transpired in the Tagan Heights.
"In Iacon..." Beretta said, worried and a bit surprised. "Remy...are you alright?"
The tone Beretta carried finally seemed to make Remington remember. Her expression changed as all what had happened before she had been knocked unconscious by one of that savage Decepticon's blows came back to her. Her fear, her worry for her best friend, and some of the pain. Strangely, Remington could not recall feeling immense, overflowing pain, but she felt there were thorough modifications in her entire frame. She most likey had been crippled pretty badly. The uncertanity and worry reflected in Beretta's optics only supported the thought that she might had been through much worse than she actually knew.
"I think so..." Remington said, dissmissing all the grey and fearful thoughts and circled her arms. "Why would I not be?" She added with a playful smile.
That was the point when Beretta couldn't hold it any longer. She broke out in tears of optical cleaning fluid, both from relief that her friend was safe and sound, and guilt that that friend had to suffer so much because of her own recklessness. She stepped over to Remington and collapsed onto her shoulder, holding onto her with both her arms.
"Remy... I'm so sorry..." She sobbed, her voice shaking and her knees struggling to hold her standing. "You nearly died... forgive me... please... forgive me..."
Remington froze and stiffened for a moment as Beretta clinged into her. She had never seen her so weakened and down. All she knew of Beretta, was that she was confident, loud-mouthed and brash. Even when she couldn't stand on her own, she was acting all tough and seemingly inderstuctible.
Then, she finally understood. Understood the pain of the lesson Beretta finally had learned. Remington didn't know what had happened after she had lost consciousness in battle, but she understood that it had been a thousand times more terrifying for Beretta, than the pain of those few furious blows she could remember suffering from that Decepticon hulk.
Folding her arms around Beretta, Remington embraced her in a sisterly manner.
"It's alright... we're both fine and functioning. That's what matters." She whispered, and an encouraging smile formed on her face to try and calm her best friend.